30 November 2004
Finally finish my exam le
Yesterday turn in pretty late cuz was busying doing revision for BK. Hoho~~ hardworking isn't it? Haha... then today meet Gina, Jas and Jun Lan @ 930am but all of us came at 1000am plus. Haha... cuz too tiring le. Haha... then go to school didn't do much revision, just memorising the formats then the examiner came in le. Hoho~~ nervous man!
Sigh... thought that I was fabulous in doing BRS but who knows that it turns out to be my weakest topic. Erm... not really weakest but was kinda careless. Haha... "Cheque no 483 was wrongly debited by the bank" should be Add Bank Error not Less Bank Error. Luckily I finished Control A/C and Final A/C at noon (Means I used one 1hour to finish the 3 questions and I left w another hour). Then quickly went back to check my mistakes for the BRS. Then I realise that I should add and not less bank error. Ho... song le yi kou qi.
Well, hard work indeed pays off. Haha... one shoot got the answer for the final account. Hm... find that it was rather easy than ALL the assignments, revision papers, mock test papers and progress test papers that I've done so far. Sigh... no fun at all. Sad case man! I mean no challenge at all man! Shit...
Control wise, quite tricky but I'm loving it. That's great isn't it? Unlike the final a/c qns was kinda insulting us. Sianz... wondering is which idiot who set it
Finally it has come to an end for my exam. Hoho~~ holiday now worx... great right?
I hope I'll luv myself more
14:47
28 November 2004
Enjoyed
Hoho~~ today woke up pretty early worx... 9am plus. Good girl ma? Haha... kinda weird... cuz yesterday actually slept at 2am plus... but don't know why can woke up so early. Hoho~~ then when I slept at 11pm plus always can't wake up at 9am, find that I was still damn tiring. But today's different. Haha... don't know why... strange?
Hm... so went to CP pretty early. Haha... haven't started yet. Yeah! That's good right? Haha... then after which Percie and (Xiao Mi + Coco nut, japanese) came. Haha... then teach them lor, kinda frustrated when teaching them la, especially their stupid attitude lor... but after which we went to Jp together. Haha... then different attitude le. Haix...
Hm... Percie de mummy birthday but the unfilial daughter totally forgotten. But... still 've a little conscience, felt a little guilty. Haha... then we went to gift land and help her to choose present for her mummy. Haha... she bought her a mug, choosen a birthday card cum a nice nice de wrapper. Hoho... hope that her mummy like it. Yeah!
Then we also bought 2 birthday cards, one for Mu He and one for Li Juan. Haha... cuz both of their birthday fall on the 2nd Dec. Hoho~~ then went to "Cards n Such" to buy a classical music album for Mu He... "String Quarter"... nice sia. Haha... kinda like it... a little unbearable to give it to him. But nvm... cuz me can burn ma... haha... clever right?
A... then went to the don't know what shop... forgotten le. Bought a cushion for Li Juan... haha... very nice, like it man! But cost $9.90. Wow... if cheaper a little bit I'll buy one myself ley. Haha... c first k? Got money then buy if no money then don't wanna buy. Haha...
Hm... then shop for a while then they go home le. Then Jo and I went to the night market. Haha... bought a alarm clock for mummy. Hey... don't be... supersition arh... haha... I don't mean anything de k? Cuz mummy de alarm clock spoilt le. So... bought her a new one. Haha...
Then went back home le. Haha... after doing calculation... then I realise that I've spent $45.55 today. Haix... sad thing right? Haix... nvm... can be earned back de... cuz we're sharing money for buying presents for both Mu He and Li Juan. Is just that I paid first and they'll return me on Wed. Good isnt' it?
Hm... tomorrow OFP exam... haven't study yet... sianz... tiring... haix... but still 've to study. Take care everyone... hoho~~
Oh yah... Mr Ji gave Mu He some new assignements. Well... is DAMN LOTS!!! I'm STUNNED!!! Hoho... Mr Ji simply don't wanna Mu He go and work. Haix... where can like that? He's waiting for "O" level results man! Haix... almost half year nothing to do at home ley... haix... sure must work a little de ma... haix... poor thing man. Haix... wondering 'll he gave both Jo and I the same assigmentS as Mu He? Haix... ke lian la!!!
Sob sob... ongna... ongna... <-- baby crying... I'm the baby... who's crying for H.E.L.P!!! !!! !!!
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:45
27 November 2004
Finally
Today couldn't wake up early for SP, kinda tired. Thought that I was late for SP, so took a cab down there but who knows that Jo's told me that Mr. Ji wasn't here yet. Kinda frustrated. Cuz I don't wanna go if he's not going there. Kinda worry so called Mr Ji up and he said he's on his way now. Then I get cool down. Haix...
Hm... have not been practicing for this week, so played till quite lousy. Haix... LAO MAO BIN FA ZUO... haha... my thumb again... sigh... kinda no strength today. But Mr Ji understand that I'm still having exam. Hehe...
Hm... guess next week gonna be a last SP. Hoho~~ but I don't feel like going cuz wanna work. Sianz... but Mr Ji would be flying back to China after 4th Dec. Sianz... wondering should I go or not.
Hm... on the 4th Dec, gotta reach Singapore Conference Hall at 910am for the audition. After which... in the afternoon or maybe 1130 gotta go for the Sectional Practice. Sianz right? Why don't spend that time to work and earn some money. Haix... don't know leh.
Guess Mr. Ji would be giving us some new exercises to practise when he's away back to his homwtown. Hoho~~ finally can get rid of No. 41 and No. 58 le... yeah! Finally got this day. Haix... had been practicing that two pieces for THREE MONTHS le... sianz right? Finally... ... ...
Hm... Monday 'll be having OFP exam... haven't really done a proper revision. Sianz... haix... tomorrow still 've to teach juniors. Wondering will they be coming. Haix... then after which still 've to go down to westmall and meet some c'mates to do revision again. Ai yo... my schedule tight tight man! Kk... that's about all man!
Attention
Hey! Attention pls! Haha... first love 9 is out already. Hoho~~ get it tomorrow when I go to Westmall. Yeah~~
Hm... it seems like I can't forget about the bag that I wanted a few days ago. Haix... if tomorrow pass by and saw the bag with the colour that I want, think I'll buy it. Hm... the shirt too. Haix... guess gonna spend about $37 tomorrow. Haha...
Hey... wanna catch the movie "Shutter". Anyone care to accompany me to watch? Haha... it had been in the cinema for quite a long time le. Haha... really feel like watching it, especially in the mid-night show. Hoho~~ scary right? Heh heh... yeah! Loves to watch ghost movie la. Hoho...
Musically gifed
I remember something. Jame's was such a musically gifed guy. Hoho... he played out the Canon in D by listening to audio CD again and again. Hey... I believe him... he was such a geniuse... hoho~~ Envied him a lot. Beside knowing to play so many musical instruments, he still know a lot of knowledge about theories. Hoho~~ Hm... how I wish I've half of his talent man! Haha... wishful thinking huh?
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:05
26 November 2004
Meet Kelly this afternoon and we've been in the same bus with Apple, Stella, Hui Fung, Zhi Yi, Jasmine and Li Yun. Haha... all of us took up the last row spaces. Hehe~~
Hm... all of us seems to be kinda nervous. Haha... keep on discussing about the 5 formats. Guess different lecturers taught different things? Haix... all of us damn blur man! Haha...
Hm... reach kinda early today. Arrived 30 mins earlier. Luckily Goh Bee Hau watch was sort of faster. Haha... so the exam kinda start early.
Hm... find the paper kinda easy. Hoho~~ that's great isn't it? Hm... 've little difficulities in writing the memo. Haha... but still manage to finish it. Kinda happy. Guess should be having at least an "B". Yeah!!
After which went back home. Haha... watching tv programme from 5pm till now, 10pm. Hoho~~ terrible la.
Sianz tomorrow still 've SP. Think I'd be going ba, cuz 've been skipping quite a lot of lessons. Haix... kinda bored of that two pieces of song. Can't him leave me some new exericises?
A... 'll be working the carnival fair job on the 4th and 5th Dec. Sigh... Saturday and Sunday again man! Haix... Guess gotta tell lies again le. Sianz... Haix... Hopefully the audition time for the SYCO and the carnival 'll for be at the same time. Ar bo guess my money gonna fly away le.
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:16
25 November 2004
Wasted another day
Today wasted another day. Sigh... Pearlyn haven't recover yet and she came over here pretty early, 12pm +. Sianz... from that time until now, I didn't did much revision. Tomorrow is my EFW final exam le still haven't really memorise the format yet. Sianz...
Hm... guess going to take a shower now and then do my revision. Really wanna to aim for at least a "B". Haha... hm... pretty short entry. That's about all.
Oh yah... I don't mean to use that word on her. But I really hope that you two 've learnt from the mistake. Beside, it's not the first time. So no point telling me!
I hope I'll luv myself more
20:42
24 November 2004
Thoughts
Plan to wake up at 9am to do revision but end up slept until 1.30pm. Sigh... guess tonight 've to wait till 2am plus then could be able to sleep le. Sianz...
Wake up le, went to sweep the floor cuz was extremely dirty. Wanna mock the floor too but guess my niece is coming soon. Later she disturb me, so don't wanna mock.
Time files really fast, two more days gonna be my EFW final exam le. I wish I could study for it but how? By practicing or by memorising?
Tomorrow guess meeting some girls out to do revision again. Hm... maybe won't be with them for long. Cuz some how a little absent-minded when there are too much distractions. After all, I still prefer to do revision at home.
Sigh... haven't receive my timing for the SYCO audition. Kinda worried about it. Cuz I've actually forgotten which e-mail address that I've wrote on the application form. Anyway, both my account I've set the junk e-mail on. Sigh... sometimes hardly came online to check mail and it will be deleted from the junk folder. Wondering 've the others received it.
Well, nvm... I'll just wait and see.
Finally
Hm... finally finish adding testimonials for most of my c'mates. Yeah... happy... But sigh... wondering what have I ate wrong. Stomach pain... extremely pain. Sianz... cum flu also.
Hm... enough surfing of net. Get back to work after finish eating dinner. Haha... that's all. Everyone take care.
Congrat
Congrat to brother who my brother. Haha... he found job le. Yeah! Work as engineering. Haha... good good, better than staying at home. Hoho~~
I hope I'll luv myself more
16:25
23 November 2004
A quick entry
Today meet Gina at the school bus stop and thought that it's still early but who knows that when we stepped into the exam venue, all of them are there except for both Gina and I. Just feel glad that the exam haven't started yet.
Passed the perfume to Mdm Ju, she was kinda frustrated at the beginning but she thanked <-- (Got this word?) us after all.
Hm, the exam was pretty a easy one except for the query part. Well, I've not yet know how to do a query. But somehow, I tried my luck and manage to finish the whole exam paper. That's great.
After which went to JP with couple of girls in my class to 've our lunch. Then was like going shopping before doing revision. Hehe...
Hm, the bag that I want didn't 've the colour that I like, the lime, is sold out now. Sigh... but guess, I don't wanna it le, cuz wanna save up money. But still trying hard to forget about that bag. Hopefully I'd forgotten about it soon.
The shirt wise, still gonna get one for myself. And guess Vic is gonna get one too. Maybe the two of us buy together 'd enjoy a 20% discount ba. So... kinda worth it isn't it?
Hm, guess 've been spending too much time on BK. Guess I should really start my EFW and OFP revision tomorrow morning. Haha... hm... that's about all.
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:46
22 November 2004
Frustrated!
Actually I won't be updating my blog so early de, but e stupid _ _ _ _ _ phoned my house so early that woke me up. Well, even if it rang, I still could continue my sleep but Gina called my handphone. So bo bian, gotta listen to her call. Haix... like that also good what. Cuz don't wanna sleep till too late, if not tonight can't get to sleep again. The most important is, tomorrow is my BSA Final Exam Paper. So gotta turn in early and hopefully could be able to wake up early too. To get myself prepared.
Gina was asking me whether I'd like to go for the job interview but sigh... they say wanna "O" level students and we're from the ITE. "ll they still wanna us? I'm not that free to go down there for the interview just to try my luck. The other job was the sales in department store. At where? There are damn lots of department store in S'pore mind you _ _ _ _ _!!!
But the pay was kinda attractive to me during public holiday. Double pay man! That's mean $10/hr. But after much thought, one hour is only $5 when it's not a public holiday. And 1% commission based on the sales. Do I fancy it? Well, of course not, is only 1% man! Haix... 15% is more like it. Right?
Frankly speaking, I don't really feel like finding a job yet until Li Ling called me up for New Year promoter for B.Solo. After which then I go and hunt for my job. Cuz I really need a break man! Haix... Beside, there're too many activities during the December holiday le. Sianz...
Maybe take it as a break. And if in between there's a carnival fair like yesterday one that I've went, then maybe can consider to work for that day lor. Right? Some more, so good to earn, why not?
Hm... later Gina they all 'll be coming my house I guess. To do revision for the coming exam. Hm... maybe ask them go GP ba. Cuz my kor at home. Sianz!
Mention of him makes me turn nuts. Haix... the computer, he've been switching on from yesterday 1130pm plus till now, 1222pm. Sianz right? Haix... can't stand him. I mean if he's using I don't mind. But he's not, he's sleeping like a pig right now. Haix... can't tolerate him. Wondering should I just shut down the computer. I mean he'd be sleeping till about evening, do you believe me? He's a piggy too. Haix... sianz la... bored!
I hope I'll luv myself more
13:11
21 November 2004
An enjoyable work
Today morning was kinda tired to wake up but still woke up le. Hm... shower le went out and meet Wai Kiat they all at JP control station. Hoho~~ guess who I saw? Jian Ming my ex-senior in councillor, ah ben --> xiao shuai ge, Kenny --> Da shuai ge and michelle, da shuai ge de stead. Hm, still 've a girl and a boy don't know who are they. Talked to the girl, forgotten which secondary school is she from le. Haha... me very de jian wang de.
Hey! Guess who's the someone who really surprised me? Haha... don't know right? Is SU AN!!! Haha... Gina (a senior of mine, who called Gina too), Qing Shi, Rebacca (Ah Ben sister) and still got a couple, forgotten le. Haha...
Well, how come surprised leh? Cuz today we're suppose to attend CC Combine Practice, but all of us didn't went, we went to work le. Haha... surprise ma?
Hm... our in-charge was kinda a nice guy! Hm... has mixed blood look, wondering is he. Haha... he look very much like ah moh and a little like malay guy but he's a chinese. Hoho~~ fun working with him.
So today went there and our in-charge briefly brief us on our stall. Then went to get the shirt and get changed. Then 've our lunch and then standby le. Heh heh... Hm... nothing much actually, a job which earns money easily. My job was to help to distribute pop corns! Haha... I mean when ppl come to your stall and say "Can I 've one pop corn?" All I need to do is to give them one packet and that's all. Haha... good hor? Earned $35 for 6 hours.
Next went to JP with Gina. Haha... bought a perfume for Mdm Ju. But end up bought the second one of the same scent, cuz thought of buying a spray one 'd be nicer, so bought another one. Then other one, we planned to give it to Jasmine who's birthday is on the 8 Dec. Haha...
Erm... next went to the M.A.D Shop to see the sandals, haha... not really like it, but liked the other one, but still don't wanna buy. Beside, I've another pair of sandals which I seldom wear. Can save, then try to save lor. Hoho~~
Hm... went to John little, haha... go and c the perfume. Eee... not nice de. So never buy. Haha... then proceed to the BATA shop and look for sandals. But end up saw a bag which I like DAMN LOTS!!! It cost only $16.95. It's definitely worth to buy it. Haix... but don't know what stopped me. Sianz... didn't bought it. It comes with two colours, orange and lime. I like the lime quite much, the orange too, but guess was too shrinking? Haha... I really like it a lot, really hope that someone 'd get one for me soon. Or ME getting myself one soon. Can't wait having it man! Is really nice, really really really like it a lot a lot a lot. Haix... Can someone buy it for me and take it as a X'mas present for me? Haha... day dreaming man!!!
A... then went to Hang Ten and bought Jo a shirt, a damn nice shirt which I liked it a lot too. Btw, Jo I try on it and I bought it. Haha... cuz scare that it might be too big or too small for you, so tried on behalf of you. If you mind, wash it before you wear it. Is your birthday present anyway. I really hope you like it, and I'm 99% sure that you gonna loves it man!!! Haha... maybe get myself one too, but was kinda expensive worx!!! As you know is hang ten. Well... no comments.
After which, accompanied Gina to wait for her bus. Haha... then go back home myself. Yeah... that's about all for today.
I really wanna get myself that bag and that shirt, the shirt that I bought for Jo's. Is really nice, I wanna the black colour de, cuz it 'd make me look thinner. Well, can't help, cuz too fat le. That's why. Yeah that's about all. Really enjoyed myself damn lots. Yeah!
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:30
20 November 2004
Taking a break
Today skipped SP again. Sigh, Mr Ji wasn't here. Guess earlier on shouldn't ve msg him. Sigh...
So from morning until now 've been doing lots of practice paper for BK. Guess I'm quite okay le ba. Maybe gonna stop for days for doing revision for BK. Should be doing revision for last few chapters of OFP le. Haha...
Hm... received Mic and Pei Shan present le. Haha... a couple of display doraemon and a pair of ear ring. The ear ring, I bought before, but was lost. Haha... nice nice... thank you so much. Love you girls always!
Sigh... hating my dad so much. Applying so many credit cards till he also don't know which is which. Sickening man! Fuck off!!!
A new template cum a new midi
Hm... getting tired of my old template so got it changed. Another template by Yiling. Nice? Guess so. The midi was nice too. Violin cum cello cum piano. A very sad midi which best describe my mood now.
I seems like hating my dad a lot man! Everything also call me to do for him. Then not very sure how to do he'll say: "Also don't know what you study in school". Pls lor, banking thingy I don't study in school de lor. Fuck off man! Haix...
Change
Find that recently my temper had been damn hot! Cannot continue to be like this, if not, sure going to be a very bad girl. Hm... don't wanna to become like this.
Hopefully people around me won't make me angry, cuz wanna to improve my temper. If make me angry sure will become worse de... don't wanna like this.
Hm... tomorrow 'll be working for one day. Packing goodies bag. Hoho~~ nice nice... work for 6hours and get a pay of $35. Good isn't it? So tomorrow will be meeting Gina at bus 30 at around 1020. After which go and meet that guy at go work together.
A... get pay immediately. Good worx, after coming back from work, can go to Jurong Point and buy something for myself. Hoho~~
Haix... wanna get my mom a pendant but she doesn't seems to fancy it. Sigh... maybe the pendant comes with a chain 'd be better right?
Hm... just now mom gave me another $50. Hoho... this month already given me $150 le. Haix... the purpose of the $50 is for me to buy some new clothes, prepare myself for work de. But still don't know wanna work as what might as well bank in the money first right?
Haix... guess that's about all bout. Anyway, my blog is still under construction. So is a little ugly worx... hope u ppl don mind.
I hope I'll luv myself more
17:35
Wants
Is pretty late now and was damn tired that my tears shed. But wanna chat with MH cuz long time didn't chat with him le. So gotta stay awake man!
Yesterday after revision went to shopping. Haha... kinda like a skirt, a very trendy skirt which cost only $18. But guess 've to buy a blouse to match it in order to looks nice. Wondering should I buy. On the other hand, wanna buy a jean wic looks nice to me, but it was kinda expensive, $48 man! Guess gotta wait long long le. Haha... still 've another white skirt, it looks like tube but it's not, is a skirt. But it's too short le, me not really too dare to wear. Cuz later all my fats ppl c le, fainted. Wahaha... then Gina was asking me to try out the bare back de shirt, but me also not dare cuz too fat le. Haha... very jialat hor? Not dare to wear this and that. Horrible la... but I think is human nature or am I really too shy?
During the shopping, also got tell Vic that me wanna go wild wild web, but not dare to go as most of them wear bikini. Haha... telling them that I don't 've the figure, not really dare to wear lor. Wanna slim down a lot then go pierce my belly and then wear the bikini, sure it looks nice on me. Haha... I mean when I've slimmed down lots man!
Bank still 've a hundred bucks but wondering should I just spent it? Cuz money gone, you still can earn it back, but once you're too slow, your item would be sold. So... wondering do I really needs some new clothes?
I hope I'll luv myself more
02:29
19 November 2004
Elated
Hm... just came back from Jurong Point... haha... guess we've been very hardworking, study from 2-6pm. Around 6pm we've our dinner. Hoho~~ then around 6.30pm we resume our revision agian. Haha... all the way until 7.30pm when I was talking nicely with Vic. Haha... really hopes that she can go to RC together with us. So shared with her some thoughts of mine. After which, we went shopping and shopping. Haha... until 10pm.
Hm... walk out of the main entrance and saw a kiosk selling perfume. Just nice that I saw the bottle that my friend bought for me on my birthday. So guess, they bought the perfume for me from there. Haha... guess what. The perfume they gave it to me wasn't versace. Versace smelles nice but the one that I really like is the Bstee laudre pleasure. Haha... chinese known as huang xin. Haha... really damn nice worx. Try it out and you'll not regret. Haha... so I bought a bottle for myself again. Cost me $13 and mine you, is only 6ml. Haha... but is worth it. Haha...
Hm... their outlet is at the woodland, causeway point. Haha... free go there and walk walk and check it out. Is really damn nice... hoho~~ loving it. The scent makes me damn happy. Yeah!
Finally got our class photo le. Nice ma?
Formal
Informal
Hey I know is our of my border. But I dont' really mind. Haha... I guess it looks nice. Right? All my c'mates from CT ITE. Haha... going to graduate le, kinda miss them. Haix...
The informal de, the front row, sitting down on the floor de are the 10 sisters worx. All looks very pretty hor? Namely from the left: Rebacca (don't c her like that, can play lots of musical instruments), Adeline (Always find her very kawaii and pretty), Angie (NG, our class monitor, has good leadership skills and I'm fond of her), Shirly (Surely, my nu-er. Aanother girl who's good in leadership skills, good in studies, one of my competitor), Ah Bao (My nu-er, from the first time I met her, I find that she looks quite with one cartoon character, but forget the cartoon character name liao), Chew Hau (Find that she has a natural pleasant look, very pretty worx), Jasmine Yen (A girl who's fond of Jesue, believes in god, a girl who plays guitar and sing at the same time, the voice was very tuneful), Wan Ru (My nu-er, a girl who's loves to play piano and sing), Joyce (My nu-er also, hm very dote me. Haha... ), Metta (My nu-er. A very unique name hm... sometimes quite bad temper but sometimes also a little weak)
I need a break
Just woke up not long ago. Sigh... overslept again. Today is our last day of school yet I didn't go. Thought I'm going to miss quite a few lecturers till die but how come I'm still at home?
What a good question! Actually, from Monday (15 Nov) onwards, we can actually don't go to school any more. Even my lecture said that too. Beside, we go to school lecture don't conduct lesson so what's the point of going to school? Waste my bus fare isn't it?
've been doing BK revision damn lots recently and hard work really pays off. Yesterday is the first time that me one shoot get the answer for the balance sheet. Great isn't it? Muhahahaha... Hm... the through out the whole revision, I find myself was quite strong in BRS. Well, that's great! Control A/C still not very sure yet. Cuz all those questions that I've done, 've no answer to check. But BRS we can check our Cash Book ans with the BRS ans, they've to be tally and if it happens to be, then 99% our answer is right. So... no fear... Whereas Control A/C is a little difficult to know whether we got the correct answer or not. But is was quite easy to do for me. So also no fear. So guess my BK should be aiming for an "A". Is a must to get "A".
OFP wise, still left a couple of chapters to study damn hard. Cuz still didn't manage to memories all. So gotta work hard still. This coming Tuesday (23 Nov) is BSA exam. Yet I still do not know how to do query. Hm, maybe later gonna try out. If not sure guess gonna call my friends up to come to my house and teach me le. Haha.... then the most important de is our EFW. Lots of formats 've to memories. Wondering 'd I be able to score full mark for all format? Haix... gotta practice lots of practice paper le. BUT BUT BUT, do le also don't know correct or not right? But still 've to practise. Yah... that's the way to score at least a "B". Really wish to score for a "B". Jia you le... cheering myself on.
Sigh... also not very sure later they (Gina, Vic and TY) wanna go study or not. Esp Gina. Sms her also don't wanna reply back, I mean yesterday. Haix... then just now sms Vic also nv reply back. Then think me stays at home better ba. Right? Haha... save up the bus fare.
Tomorrow still 've to go for SP. Sigh... wondering should I go or not. Was kinda sianz... 've not been practicing since the last SP. Sigh... a lot of things are waiting for me to do even holidays. It was like I've lots of endless tasks to do. Now busying doing revision to prepare myself for exam in a couple of days time. After which, gonna prepare myself for the audtion thingy. Finish le, going to find job to work. If working, sure work for half year de. But sigh... still 've to go for so many cello practices, also don't know who 'll wanna to hired me. Cuz I really wish to work as a full time staff or what lor. Maybe really going to tell Mr Ji that me don't wanna join the SYCO but the audition, I'll still be going. Haix... hopefully I'd play damn lousy on the audition day. Like this me no need to find an excuse to excuse myself from joining the SYCO le.
Sigh... it seems like I'm damn tired. I need a break... a damn long break!
Update
Gina finally phoned me le. Later 'll be meeting them at Jurong Point. At first they say wanna meet at IMM but because Gina wanna go for the interview at Jurong Point so they decided to go Jurong Point to do revision lor.
I was still wondering still I go for the interview as Gina or not. Cuz I've a feeling that I wont' work for long over there. Beside, am I going to be salesgirl forever of my life? NO! Definitely not. I don't wanna to be a salesgirl forever. I was like wanting to find a office work to 've a stable income and to gain some experience. In addition, I'd dress myself nicely with all those beautiful clothes. Or should I work temporary as a sales girl, after graduate from RC then find a office work? Sigh... there are lots of things on my mind now. Wonder wonder...
I hope I'll luv myself more
11:33
17 November 2004
Undated
Today went out of house at 1pm. Obviously I'm late cuz we're suppose to reach Jurong Reginal Library at 1pm. But who knows that I'm the first to reach there. Haix... the rest are all late.
So me stood down there and waited for them for quite some time. After which, Jun Lan and Teng Ying came le. Follow by Jasmine and Gina. Pei Zhen was damn damn damn late, she was the last to reach.
Then went to every level of the library but still couldn't find any place to seat. End up went back to Jurong Entertainment, the Mc Donald there to do revision. Sigh... me didn't manage to do even one some. Cuz was busying teaching them. Haha... until 5pm then we went shopping le. Hoho... not bad, not bad.
Shop le went to 've dinner with Teng Ying and Gina. The rest went back home le. Haha... then after finish eating, went back home le...
Hm... just came back from my revision. Very sad!!! Cuz took the wrong bus. Sigh... the bus no is 98 not 99. Guess me saw wronly, haix... not the first time le. Haix...
Jolene, Gina and jie asked me to go and 've an eye check up. Jie say most probably is SAN GUANG. Then she say that it will only increase and will not decrease de lor. She say better go to have a check up. Haix... don't know wanna go or not. If later really increase le my san guang, still 've to make another spec. Me already 've two le. And the second one seldom wear. Beside, I don't really like to wear spec cuz ppl will think that you wear spec bcuz of fashion or wad. Haix... lots of comments de... some of my friend. Haix...
Like today me wear skirt, very short. Then guess Teng Ying and Jun Lan mock at me. Saying that my skirt very short. Even Gina and Jasmine also say, went out so many times with me, they nv c me wear skirt before. Haix... well... ppl change de wad. Not that only in love ppl will wear skirt de wad. Haha... so Jasmine don't thnk YY lor. Some more, guess they don't understand me well lor. Me nowadays wear short pant of skirt out of house de lor. Except for going to Saturday SP. Cuz not convenient ma. So cannot wear short pant or skirt. So nv wear ma. Haix... maybe they should ask Kelly, cuz I wore skirt long long ago le. Haix... just can't all those comments. Sianz...
Hm... mom told me that she talked to dad just now. Asking dad how come didn't gave me a red packet yesterday. Haha... saying no money, give $10 or $20 also good ma. Then my dad gave me one red packet just now. Haix... first time you know? I mean last time when I was a kid, there is a party and also got red packet from dad. But since I was pri 5 no more party, cake or celebration le. So it had been quite a few years le. Haix... guess this year I really have a great birthday celebration lor.
Behind the red packet, my dad wrote "Wish Jia Lin happy birthday, xue ye jing pu, sheng ti jian kang". But was rather sad that my "Lin" he wrote wrongly. Well, anything la. Haha... just feel touched by him lor. Haha... a... mom also good, gave me $50. Hoho... yeah! Great to 've them as my parent.
Hm... finally know the perfume name that Mrs Tay every time use le. Is the Versace, made in Italy. Cuz my Orange they all bought that for me and I find that the scent was damn familiar and it happens that my sis used that before. Haha... nice nice... next time wanna buy that brand of perfume le. Nice worx...
Haix... type till here. Wanna go do revison le.
I hope I'll luv myself more
20:56
Going out to do revision
Yesterday night received another present from Jo. Haha... it was a grand piano music box with a birthday card. Haha... guess she must 've spent quite a lot of money in buying me this gift. But I really hope that next time don't buy me such an expensive gift, it's not worth it as it's a display item. What can I do to? It is to use it to decorate my book shelves isn't it? What's good about it even though it looks elegant. But still, 've to thank you for buying me a birthday present, thanks a zillion!
Turn in pretty late last night as I was tidying up my book shelves again. Sigh... the neatness wouldn't last long guess. Haha... so stay up till about 2am then went to sleep. So just woke up not long ago lor.
Hm, late meeting some girls up at Jurong library to do revision for BK. Hm... a little dont' feel like going cuz I don't think we'll be there to do revision for long, perhaps, chewing the fat through out the day. Sigh...
Wondering should I take MRT down or take bus. A little lazy cum I don't like to take MRT. The way you dress, no matter how, those ppl will like keep on staring and staring. I simply hate that. Some more, the destination is not very far, so I suppose the cab fare won't be too expensive. But still, I could use the cab fare to pay for my lunch ley... sigh... that's why I don't really like to go out lor. Sigh...
On the other hand, wondering what should I wear. Wear pant or skirt better? Where T-shirt or long sleeves better? 'll there be very cold? I guess so. Sigh... in my mind there are so many things I've to think before I go out with friends. Sianz...
I hope I'll luv myself more
11:27
16 November 2004
The most enjoyable day
Today was the most enjoyable day. I felt happy when both Mu He and Elgin sent me an sms. And guess what? It's extactly on the dot, 00:00. Great isn't it?
Here goes the msg from Elgin:
Happy Birthday! Wonderful jie! It's your special day! May you always be happy and smiling? Thanx for being my jie? I'll be happy for u? Take care.
Here goes the msg from Mu He:
Yo! HAPPY BIRTHDAY? "happy bd to u.. Happy bd to u.. Happy bd to Jialin... Happy bd to u..." Haha.. One year older.. Must learn to control Ur temper.. Haha.. Jk... Anyway.. Ur present, maybe xmas give u.. CUz now is the mist of o level stress.. Haha... Happy everyday.. And doubt i will forget the alway[s].. Haha.. Know hor? Thanks anyway... Kkz.. Tml got paper.. Gonna sleep.. Take care.. Bye.. Nite.. Sweet dreams.. Rem to put on blankey.. And... Lastly.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (happy birthday)*6
Hm... read le, went back to sleep, cuz wasn't feeling quite well. So... didn't even reply to anyone of them until this morning. Haha... but for Mu He, totally forgotten about it. Maybe later time get him an e-card. Hoho...
Hm... this morning don't wanna wake up but was Mdm Juhariah lesson, I wanna go, so die die also 've to get out of the bed no matter how tiring I'm. When to school, saw Pei Zhen when waiting for the traffic light to change. Haha... she's the first one in the morning wishes me "Happy Birthday". Felt very touched.
The second person was Teng Ying. She wishes me the same when I stepped into the class. Felt very happy. Hm, today Mdm Juhariah dressed in the malay costume. First time saw she dressed in that way. She looks nice in that way...
Hm, next Gina called me asking where am I. Then I told her that I thought that she don't wanna meet so walked into the class myself le. Then me walked out to the school gate to fetch her. Chew Hau saw it was rather stunned. Haha... Hm... then we walked into the class together and Mdm Juhariah greated Gina.
Haha... cuz Mdm Juhariah wanna to emphasize that manners is very important. Then continue to nag again. Haha... after which asked ask if we had taken our goodies. Haha... she bought us one lolly pop each. Was kinda cute worx... haha... unbearable to eat it. Then I say "Thank you, Mdm Juhariah" then she say "Not at all" haha... how come "Not a sausage"? Haha... guess Jo was the only one who knows what I'm talking about ba. Haha... yeah!
Hm, no lesson. I predicted but still wanna go cuz was kinda unbearable to be apart for months after exam. So whatever opportunities that I've, I'll 've to go. Well, friends we could meet out during holiday but lecturers, I doubt so, or should I say is kinda werid. Beside, I doubt she'll want to go out with us. If she'll, she'll join us in the chalet le. Haix... well, I didn't went too cuz don't really like. Guess the whole class gonna spilt into one's group and play themselves. So what's fun about it?
Next the second period was taken by Mrs Ng. Haha... gave us back our mock test paper. Guess how many mark I scored? 94!!!!!!!!! Hoho... fabulous! When I saw that on the screen, I was surprised. And I told myself that "Hard work pays off"! Haha... even Mrs Ng told me that she was taken aback by my performance. Even asked me to coach Pei Zhen. Haha... I'll provided that she's willing to learn from me. Yeah! Ya... here goes the result for each part"
Bank Reconcilitation Statement (BRS) - 30/30
Final Account with Adjustments - 33.5/40 <-- Half mark deducted for one big big careless mistake. But still overall she rounded up the final mark
Control Account - 30/30
Hm... felt very happy and I finally song le yi kou qi. No need have to worry so much now. But still 've to do revision la.
Next was Mrs Png lesson. As usual, mark attendance le then go library. But we went to eat. Haha... cuz no mood to study when there're so many ppl ma. Haha... only 've mood to chit chat chat.
After which, saw Kelly then accompanied her to find her lecturer. Haha... so went in to the staff lounge to look for Mdm Siti. Then I was busying hunting for Mdm Juhariah seat. Haha... then found it and saw a mirror on her table. Quite a big one. Haha... guess she's very particular with her appearance too. Hoho~~
Next Jasmine came to look for me. Then bring me go to the canteen. Then I saw a cheese cake. Hoho~~ they bought me a cake. But wasn't gigantic enough to be shared among too many ppl. So cut into 8 pieces and everyone ate a little. Haix... wanna gave Mdm Juhariah de, but guess she was out. So... haix... nvm... next yr ba... hoho~~
Then mummy (Leng Yee), Jun Lan, Teng Ying, Gina and I went to class to do our own thing. At first, mummy was reading magazine, Teng Ying doing nothing, Gina doing revision and I was teaching Jun Lan some adjustments. After a while, Mrs Ng came in. Haha... asking us not going home meh? Then I say we're here to do revision cuz we guai ma... haha... Then she say good lor, any question call me I'll be in the staff lounge you can also come and see me if you've any problem. Then mummy ask her if there is anyone who scored full mark. Then she say of course got, OA 've quite a few, cuz my OA ma. Haha... then we dot dot dot... (o_o''') Haha... then she walked out.
Then mummy and Teng Ying wanna go out to shop. Then me asked them to help me buy chendol. Haha... nice nice... hoho~~ but I think they forget to return me the money le. Haix... nvm...
Next they accompanied me to go canteen to 've my chendol eaten. Then saw Eugene aka Willian Hung. Haha... he looks quite resemble with William. So... aka William Hung lor. He very nice ley. Keep on saying wanna help me celebrate. Then I say nvm la... no need. Then he keep on say he want. But I told him really no need. After that, went to BSA lesson le. But no lesson again, so went to chat with Li Hui. Guess what? She opted for Accounting next year you know? Wow... was rather surprised lor. I thought she'd be choosing BIT. But no lor, haix... now then know that accounts is more useful in future when looking for office work lor. Luckily is not too late yet. Same for orange.
Oh mention of them, thanks to their present. It was a small little perfume. Nice smell. Hoho~~ it was shared between Orange, Li Hui and Li Ting.
Erm... Jasmine, Pei Zhen, Gina, Victoria, Michelle and Li Yun bought me the cake and one doraemon attached a card. Haha... cute lor... like it very much. Haha...
Hm... the card 've quite a number of messages:
We wish u happy birthday. Hope u like the present we brought for u! We also here 2 wish u gd luck for ur exams & get flyin colours... :)
Yi - Although i do not knw u so well, but i'm quite happy 2 knw u! Sometime u look fierce fierce den pai pai de.. hee! smile always, frenz 4 eva. Happy Birthday
J A S M I N E - My 5 yrs friendle, Zhou Jialin! hv change a lot in temper, tks 2 me, ritez? Hee! May everyday of yurs is happy as the fish swimming witout worries! Frends hehe!
Pei Zhen - Happy Birthday to you. Wish you all the best and gd luck to you. Take care... muack!!!
Gina - Wish you a happy 17th birthday n wish u good luck 4 ur exam n pass wit flying colours
Good good. Very happy today. A very emjoyable day. Hopefully I'd be in the same school next year. Yeah!!!
I hope I'll luv myself more
17:26
15 November 2004
Have a great day
Today woke up at 5am man! Sigh, ganna woke up by brother. So woke up le, was trying hard to go back and sleep again but guess 've a terrible dream. After which, couldn't sleep le.
Hm... lye on the bed until about 8am, when to do housework. Haha, cuz mom is coming back. Hoho~~~ if never do housework later she gonna gave me a dressing down.
After doing the housework, went to take a shower. Cuz was feeling damn warm. After which receive a call from Su Qing. Asking me to pass him the concert ticket.
So sms Jo to accompany me go there. Hoho... waited for her nearly fallen asleep. Haix... but still we went.
Hm, next went to buy lunch. Jo 've her lunch at my home. Hoho~~ enjoying ourselves.
Then we study idioms again. Haha... learn quite a few today. Yeah!!!
Hm, then she left at about 6pm plus. Haha... 've a great day today.
Cake from Jo
Hey, was my birthday from Jolene. Hoho... nice? Yeah!
I hope I'll luv myself more
18:43
14 November 2004
What should I do now?
Yesterday, mom was asking me go back m's with her and I was wanting to go back to dye my hair. But but but but but... exam 's in 9 days time it's safer not to dye but still I'm really dying of wanting to dye it. But now, no need to think so much le, cuz dad and mom went back m's this morning.
Turn in pretty late but still manage to wake up in the morning. Was writing letter to kor and sending him a X'mas card. Hopefully he'll like it.
Hm... they went back to visit my granny who's unconscious now. Sigh... guess she's going soon. I really hopes that I had went with my parents but sigh... everything's too late now.
Well, it's also nice to stay in S'pore. Air-con could be switched on for whole day and $35 from both dad and mom.
Sigh, dad was still favouritism. He gave kor $50 and me only $15. Haix... but luckily, mom was favouritism too. She wanted to give me $50 but I don't wanna take. Cuz I know that she don't 've much money but still I requested for $5 but in the end she gave me $20. So I took it from her lor. Well, maybe mom wasn't favouritism... is just that she don't like to spoon-feed him. She wanna let him knows that money 'll not fall from the skies. He've to work in order to support himself... ... ... ... ...
So guess today dinner and tomorrow lunch 've to eat maggie mee. Cuz both brother and I were simply too lazy to go and buy our own lunch and dinner. So maggie mee would be the best for both of us.
Wondering what should I do now. It seems like I'm damn bored at home. Should I do revision? Well, is kinda bored man! Haix... what to do???
Sigh... I wish I could be able to log in to friendster to drop some of my friends a testimonial. But not very sure what happened man that I couldn't be logged in. Sigh... wanna write an e-mail to them so can't. Perhaps, there're some problems with their system ba. Haix... hopefully I could be able to log in soon.
I hope I'll luv myself more
13:37
13 November 2004
The best birthday present for me
Today morning wake up, shower then go out to SP le cuz SP changed to the morning. Sigh... very tiring but still I went le. Wahaha... cuz 've been excusing myself for two weeks practice. Haha...
Hm, practice about nearly 3 hours then Mr Ji came in and listen to my No. 41. Haix... had been practicing for nearly 3 months le. Haix... sianz ar...
Haix... he very de realistic. Haha... he saw the hard skin formed on my tumb then he say okay and listen to me play. Then he say okay, and say that I've improved but still 've to practise. Haha... haix... practise lor. Btw, I've not been practicing cello for the past two weeks le, but he wasn't aware about it because of the hard skin formed. Haix...
Then stay back with juniors listen to their SYF pieces. Hm... no major problem. Good good.
Percie improved tremendously too. Haha... it was so unbelievable. All thanks to Jo for coaching her and motivating her. Hoho~~
Hm, from morning 1130 stayed until about 630 then went back home.
Came back home eat cuz hungry then came online to surf net le.
Until now then update my blog.
Hm... Tuesday my birthday... haha... happy worx... looking forward to that day. Hm... guess the best present would be the return of our Mock BK Test Result. Hoho... really hopes to score 85 and above. Possible? I guess so... cuz I believe hard work pays off.
Good luck to myself. Yeah!!!
I hope I'll luv myself more
19:37
12 November 2004
Feeling so happy
Hey! Good news! Mdm Juhariah sent me an e-mail. Haix... feel so touched by her again. Wahaha... some times, it's good to show your concern towards one another. A little thing that you've done for others, others would feel touched and it was really nice for a student to get along well with a lecturer. Hm, after much thoughts, guess she was the third lecturers that I've been getting along well with. Haha... felt so elated.
Oh yah, in the mail it say:
Hi Jialin
Thank you for the card!
Yes, I feel better today.
Well, nothing much but I was really touched by her. At least she bother to reply back right? Wahahahaha.
Wondering should I reply back to her that it's my pleasure. Haha, guess no ba... afraid that I might disturb her. Hm... hopefully she 've recover back to pink health. Well, hopefully my niece too. Sigh... she's still terrible sick. Praying damn hard for her. Pls heaven!!!
Morning didn't wake up at 5 but 6am to shower. After coming out from the bathroom, was telling brother that I don't really feel like going to school. But in my mind, keep on thinking about the competition that Mrs Tay's gonna conduct. But who knows that my "teacher" and my partner didn't come cum other groups people too. Due to too many absentees, the competition was cancelled. Sigh... wasting my effort to wake up so early man!
So spent an hour on doing the assignment and another hour surfing net. Damn bored! But what to do?
Next was EFW lesson, Mdm Juhariah didn't do anything but gave us the time to revise our BK Mock Test in the afternoon. So spent the hour on doing revision agian.
It was lunch after her period, so went to canteen to get myself some bites. Hm... have been slurping the same old food. Nothing new. Well, just felt sick and tired of all foods sold from our schoool canteen. Anyway, another few more days and that's it. I' m going to graduate from there soon and moving on to RC (Hopefully only).
Hm, next was OFP lesson. Hoho... got back our Mock Test results. Guess was the highest? 93? Same with my god-mother, Leng Yee. Hoho... got mother de yi chuan. <-- whatever you spell it.
A... then was BK lesson. Hm... Mdm Juhariah conducting continued by Ms Ng. Hm, BK couldn't get the Final A/C done correctly. Sigh, guess I've committed the same old cAr3leS$ mistake!!! Sigh...
Well, is good to make mistake now then to commit it again during the examination. So... gotta learn from my mistake lor. Wish myself best of luck!!!
Today Gina 've been behaving strangly. Haha... sms about Doraemon, talking about Doraemon over the phone. Some more ask me what favour I prefer for cake. Haha... guess they're buying me either Doraemon or cake ba. Haix... gonna get my surprise this coming Tuesday.
Hm... guess Orange they all 've to suffered le. Haix... guess Jasmine, Pei Zhen, Gina, Zhi Yi, Li Yun would be sharing my Bdae present. And Orange, Li Hui and Li Ting would be sharing another one. Haix.. at first me also don't know until this morning when Li Hui asked me what I want, then I told her no need to buy but she insisted then I told her that I wanna the String Quarter CD and even told her where to get it. But she was rather taken aback cuz it caused em about $20. Well, is impossible for em to get me such an expensive gift when the amount shared only between 3 persons. So... I doubt they would get me that. Well, forget it, whatever you gave it to me, I'm sure I'll like it. As long as you're sincere enough even a Happy Birthday will be good enough.
Hm... if this Tuesday Gina they all really going to get me a cake, guess I'm going to fly up to the skies. Cuz... most probably the cake would be delivered during lunch break. Hey, I've nv celebrate my bdae in school before. So... is a pretty nice thing to do that. Hm, hopefully the cake is gigantic enough for me invite all lecturers and some of my good friends and classmates. Really wanna to share the joy with them. Wanna a lot of friends to celebrate for me in school. Hoho... didn't really celebrate my bdae for years!!!
Hoho... feeling mad soon. Really can't wait for the day to come. Hopefully that day would be a memorable one. Hm... wondering 'll anyone be bringing camera to take down all the beautiful memories or not. Haix... wonder wonder....
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:08
11 November 2004
Busying with revision
Just woke up not long ago. Haha, guess yesterday did my revision till damn late and that's why couldn't wake up earlier this morning.
So far the revision that I've done, I didn't encounter any difficulties in understanding and doing it. However, I realise that I was damn damn damn careless as most of the time, I leak out quite a number of entries. Sigh... no wonder everytime couldn't get the answer for the P/L portion. Sigh... hopefully later when I did my revision, I could be more attentive.
Sigh... dad went out pretty early this morning. Haix.... asked me to go and buy my own lunch. Sigh, he should know that, that I'll nv go and buy my own lunch cuz I'm simply too lazy. I rather died of hunger than 've to leave the house just to get my own lunch.
Oh yah, get Mdm Juhariah an e-card but I doubt she received it. Haha, nvm den. Just hope that she'd recover back soon.
K that's about all for now, going to do my revision le. Hopefully later I could spend some time practicing cello
Take care
Time to take a break
Hm, have been doing revision from afternoon till now. Sigh... still lots of careless mistakes but guess I've understand most of the adjustments. Hopefully tomorrow will be doing well.
Haha... very happy worx... cuz Mdm Ju has seen the e-card that I've sent it to her yesterday. Hm... that's mean she's feeling better already if not she won't be checking mail box right? Haha... going mad soon.
I hope I'll luv myself more
11:59
10 November 2004
Summaries
It has been a long time since I last came here to update my journal. Hm, basically busying with my school works as exam is round the corner.
Had been doing quite fine just a summary below:
EFW not much problem, memories of format is definitely a must. Must not leak out any contents given or else couldn't score full mark for content. Hm... grammar wise gotta work hard other than that don't think there's any difficulties to score for a "B".
BK 've been doing well for both the BRS and Control A/Cs. Final A/C still not very sure how to do some adjustments. Sigh... hope that there'll be someone there to help me out. Really wanna do well for BK lor. Target: "A"
OFP 've been doing fine, I guess so. Hm... aiming for an "A" to pull up my GPA.
BSA still okay. Guess not much problems except for the query. Don't really know how to do the query part. The rest think I still can manage it. Hopefully could be able to do well for my competition this coming Friday. Hoho~~ wanna my teacher (Josephine) to be proud of me.
Sigh... 've been spending quite a lot of time in doing revision but guess I've neglected my cello practice. Haix... hopefully Mr Ji could understand.
Hm, that's all for now.
Luckily I got a one day break
Sigh, my beloved niece was terrible sick. Sigh... guess was I the one who spread the virus to her. Well, all I can do now is to pray that she recover back to her pink health soon.
Sigh, my metallic pen is gone! I just bought it for about 2days, haven't really uses it yet but is now gone. Sigh... hopefully I could find it back tomorrow morning.
Luckily got the one day break. Haix... gotta do lots of revision for BK. Sigh... hopefully I could understand more adjustments. Haix...
Yah... Mdm Ju's sick again. Sigh... thought she recovered two weeks ago and now sick again. Haix... hopefully she recovered back to her pink health soon.
Take care everyone.
Gotta go do revision now le.
I hope I'll luv myself more
19:51
07 November 2004
My life journal
Today morning the phone kept rang that I woke up at 7am plus to wake up mom up. Haha... my mom also like a piggy that's why gave birth to me this piggy baby. Haha...
After that went back to sleep all the way until 930am plus when the phone rang again. Sigh... gets very irritated so wake up lor. Also don't know what I doing until 1030am plus when Jo's sms me asking whether will I be going to cc later then I went out of the house to cc with her.
Hm... kinda bored during the practise but what to do. Sigh... then end of practise Su Qing nag and nag and nag. Haix... not his fault. Guess I would do the same way as he does this afternoon.
After which wanna go Jurong Point but don't know what's make me change my mind. End up didn't go. Hm... go there to buy ink refill, notebook, CD-R and X'mas card for kor. But sigh... haix....
So Jo's came to my house and see me do homework. Haha... then she test me on OFP then study idioms. Pro man! Haha... learn quite a few today.
Next accompany her to have a hair cut. Hm... look much more nicer than before. Haha... good good worx...
Hm... then came back home to 've my dinner after which came online until now then update my blog. Haha...
So that's about all for today lor... very tired...
I hope I'll luv myself more
21:56
06 November 2004
Bad luck. Hope that tomorrow will be a better day everyone
Today didn't went to SP cuz still not feeling very well. Sigh... guess the medicine wasn't strong enough or was it because that I didn't ate all types of medicine that the doctor gave me? Well, I doubt so. Cuz vomit and diarrhea gone le so didn't continue to take the medicine. Still a little feverish, cough and flu so just take all these types will do le ba. Haix...
Sigh... guess was rather bad luck today. I mean wanna do some homework after woke up so started off with EFW. Sigh... was quite tough so done until half way went to do BSA assignment but the software do not 've the option group feature. So end up cannot proceed then didn't continue to do. Went back to continue with EFW and three-quarter done when mom came back home and ask me to 've my lunch. So... went to 've my lunch after which wash up all the untensil.
Finish washing up, Pearlyn and sis came over. Then the unpleasant things happened. Sigh... don't wish to talk about it. Sigh...
Then went to take a nap cuz was running fever all the way until now, feeling much more better. But still a little feverish.
Hm... received the SYCO thingy. Wahaha... not very easy worx... the procedure is quite similar to our grade exam. Haha... comprises 4 parts. First we're going to perform our own piece of song follow by scales? Quite easy ley... 2 octave of C major and 1 octave of G major. Easy right? Haha... not quite used to it man!!! =) Hm... then think 'll be tested on another two minutes of songs then follow by a sight-reading? Hoho... no fear la. Except for their 2nd minute piece. Haix... the tempo is 168 man! Too fast le!!! Haix... die die... haven't try out yet. But still no fear la. Haha... cuz if nv ganna selected, good wad. No need to join. That's what I wishes for a long time.
Hm... guess that's about all wanna go and do my work le.
Missing someone
Hm... yesterday on my bus journey to school, saw someone look very alike with Nice Guy. Haha... keep on wondering was he him. Haha... but when the bus reached the "Cheverons" then I finally saw his front view. Haix... by that time then I can certain that he's not him.
Went home at night took out all the cards that my friends given it to me on speacial occasion. Haha... then saw the card that the Nice Guy gave it to me when I was in sec 2. Haix... kinda miss him. Wondering how he's doing now.
Hopefully he's doing fine.
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:00
05 November 2004
Touched by Mdm Ju
Today during BSA lessons Mrs Tay wasn't here. But she left quite a number of assignments for us to do. Sigh... I'll try my best to complete by tonight ba.
Next was Mdm Ju lesson taken by Mrs Ng to go through the Control A/C after which gave us some more assignment to practise.
Then was lunch time, very hungry but Gina don't feel like eating so didn't 've our lunch. Went to the library to do work.
After lunch was OFP lesson. Sigh... thought that Mrs Png will not want us to take the mock test so din really study hard for it. But in the end, she still insist want us to do it. Sigh...
Next was two periods of Mdm Ju lessons. Wahaha... nothing much go through one minute of mtg and the rest doing pass year paper and revision paper. Hm... Mdm Juhariah asked am I feeling much better... haha... feeled so touched. Sigh... my parents don't even care whether I'm still alive or not. Haix... *headache during her period man*
Went back home pretty early today. Haha... mom told me that brother has sent back a letter when I was still in the bathroom. Haha... can't wait to read what he wrote inside the letter.
Hm... he was saying that he's fine. Felt very happy when received my letter. Hm... felt happy for me for scoring an outstanding result for my cello exam. Hm... wish that I could continue to learn cello. Hoho... that's good worx... not like my mom. Sigh...
But then hor, when I told mom that kor actually encouraged me to continue to learn cello, she agreed with him ley. Haix... sigh... don't know what's extactly in her mind. Haix...
Well, guess that's all for now. Sigh... gotta go and do work le.
I hope I'll luv myself more
18:29
04 November 2004
Sick
Wednesday, 3 Nov was feeling terrible sick at about 4am plus. Keep on vomiting and diarrhea till afternoon... felt so terrible that I've decided to consult a doctor. So took a cab down to jurong polyclinic.
Hm... waited for quite a long time for just 3mins or so of consultation. Well, went into the consultation room and the doctor asked what happened. Then told him that me feeling a little dizzy in the morning, vomit and diarrhea at the same time, cough and flu. Then he wrote something in the report then checked my throat and temperature. Saying that I'm running fever. "Vomiting and diarrhea may due to the food that I consumed. Is good to diarrhea and drink lots of water to replace ... ... ... but if keep on vomiting even after taken medicine, too bad, you'll 've to come back again or even go to hospital. Avoid eating spicy, milky food or drink. I'll give you a two days MC and you rest well at home." He added... like these finish le... came out from the consultation room then went to collect my medicine and took a cab back home.
Reach home quickly went to my parent room and rest. From about 3 slept till 9pm. Actually, don't wanna wake up at 9pm one... but I wanna watch the "The Champion" so bo bian... gotta wake up. The show finish le, mom ask me go eat dinner but I don't really feel like. Then remember the nurse told me that there are two medicines which I've to take before food so check it out were the vomit and diarrhea one. Some more, there wrote must take it before half an hour before food. Sigh... sianz 1/2 then hack care and ate my dinner next take the fever and cough medicine and went to sleep le all the way until today morning.
Hm... feeling much better. Well, I'm not afraid of diarrhea but vomit lor. Is terrible man! Haix... now no more vomit. Good good then. Haha... but still a lot of phem on my throat. Yucks!!!
Hm... after much thoughts, guess the doctor was really nice to give me two days of MC. Cuz normally, normal doctor will only give one day of MC de. Haha... see... now I've two days of MC I need not to attend 2 courses man (Celebrating life... and the KIT session) even I could 've one more day to study for my mock test for OFP. Hoho~~ but don't be too happy. Guess Mdm Juhariah 've given them lots of homework man! Sigh... kk... gonna stop here and do my homework as well as revision le.
Everyone take good care worx...
Load of homework
Hm... very touched by my friends. Haha... a lot of them phoned me and how am I feeling now. Hoho... sick also can be so touched ley. Hehe...
Hm... a lot of homework worx... EFW and BK homework done le... very easy.
Guess tomorrow will be having my OFP mock test ba. Haha... got do homework... checked with my friends what will be coming out. So no need to study so many chapters ma... hoho... clever hor?
Pearlyn such a cute niece of mine. Haha... her mom everyday also left her at the childcare every morning after which will be going for work le. Just now her mom called her but she ignored her cuz she's angry with her worx... cute ma?
Regret
Sigh... dad was damn irritating. Keep on asking me to help him to fill up the application form for applying credit cards etc. Then ask me e-mail his CPF statement etc... wa lao... cannot stand him la.
Still can remember when the first time I apply for the internet, everyone was complaining about this and that. Then now leh, everyone is using it yet no ones help me pay a single cents!!! Wa lao... really feel like crying la.
Not that I don't wanna help him do lor. But he's very implusive de lor... everything also must quickly be done. Sigh... hating him la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Who's coming to help me?????????????? Really feel like crying la.
Me still feeling sick yet no ones is showing their care for me. Keep on asking me to do this and that. Take me as what? Maid ar?!! Haix...
Sis and brother are also like these now dad also like these. Sigh... they are too realistic man!!! I hates realistic people la...
*Cried... *
Self-reflect
Sigh... guess I've been too much. Everytime complaints about these and that but guess I'm realistic too. If not I couldn't been complaining about sis, bro and dad for using internet yet didn't fork out a single cents le. Sigh...
After much thoughts, sister was always there for me when I'm feeling down. Brother bought the new pc for me. If not guess the internet couldn't be functioning so well now. Dad pays the electricity bills etc. But was I there for my sis when she's feeling down? Did I buy any thing for my brother which he would find it beneficial? Did I help my dad to pay any bills? No!!! So I shouldn't be so selfish the next time le. Haix...
I hope I'll luv myself more
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